Saturday Spankings - Getting rid of guilt

Welcome to Saturday Spankings! My snippet today comes from my second book, Cassie’s Tale. Cassie has been having a hard time as Tom spends more and more time at work. She choose to drinking more than she should and when she began abusing sleeping pills, and Tom found out, he was extremely unhappy. Tom began with a  spanking and then hit Cassie with a multitude of restrictions. After a couple of extremely hard weeks, Cassie knows there is still a problem between the two of them. Part of it is the guilt she is feeling over the whole incident.

“But it’s not over,” I wailed. “You’re still mad at me. You still don’t trust me.”

“I’m not mad and I do trust you, but yes, I still worry.” He hugged me tightly against him. “Honey, do you think we still have more to take care of before you feel right?”

I slowly nodded into his chest. I guess that’s as close as I could come to asking.

“All right then,” he said quietly. He stood and helped me up, too. I momentarily panicked. What had I done?

“Wait, Tom, I’ll be okay, really, I…”

“Hush girl. You’re not in charge. I am.”

Tom began unbuckling his belt. He seemed to be doing it slowly, or else whenever he touched his belt the world just seems to go into slow motion for me. A small shudder ran through me as he pulled it through the loops. I don’t hate Tom’s belt. My feelings about it are very complicated. As an implement for punishment, it can be frightening, yet at other times it’s sensual. And there are times it can be both.

Using only his eyes, Tom indicated for me to lie across the bed. I did as he directed. The ivory brush makes me want to fight or flee, but seeing the belt doubled in his hand turns me into a true submissive for the duration. Tom flipped up my skirt, and I caught my breath as he slowly pulled my panties down and out of his way. 

Cassie Space series:

Cassie's Space (book one)   

Cassie's Tale (book two)                       

Cassie on the Move (book three)          

Cassie's River Living (book four)        

Cassie's Conflict (book five)

Cassie's Influence (book six)

Cassie's Ordeal (book seven)

Cassie Corralled (book eight)

Cassie's Road Trip (book nine)

Cassie's Life (book ten)

Paperbacks can be found here. 

Cal's Law Series:

Cal's Law (book one)

Becoming Family (book two)

Educating Jenny (book three)

Searching for Home (book four)

Corbin's Bend

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